{"id":79,"date":"2003-09-06T12:01:00","date_gmt":"2003-09-06T12:01:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/jeffreyatw.wordpress.com\/2003\/09\/06\/cleaning\/"},"modified":"2003-09-06T12:01:00","modified_gmt":"2003-09-06T12:01:00","slug":"cleaning","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jeffreyatw.com\/blog\/2003\/09\/cleaning\/","title":{"rendered":"Cleaning"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m still emotional. I don&#8217;t remember ever having a feeling of anger or sadness or happiness follow me overnight. Geez, how much has changed.<br \/>\nCleaning out my room. I&#8217;m getting down to the stuff I don&#8217;t know how to throw away. It&#8217;s not the sentimental stuff &#8211; it&#8217;s more the little odds and ends, the little toys that made it to the bottom of my stuff drawer. It&#8217;s all really hard to sort out.<br \/>\nAnd all in the middle of these little bouts of nostalgia, I&#8217;m trying to catch up on Grace&#8217;s journal before it goes away. I&#8217;m trying to understand things.<br \/>\nMy dad gave me an old bathrobe of his today. It&#8217;s pretty fucking sweet. I might just wear it around today since it&#8217;s so comfortable and warm. Instead of just saying &#8220;uh, okay, it&#8217;s a hand-me-down, I guess I&#8217;ll use it,&#8221; I was happy and very thankful. I saw it as a big gift, not just like a necessity.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m still emotional. I don&#8217;t remember ever having a feeling of anger or sadness or happiness follow me overnight. Geez, how much has changed. Cleaning out my room. I&#8217;m getting down to the stuff I don&#8217;t know how to throw away. It&#8217;s not the sentimental stuff &#8211; it&#8217;s more the little odds and ends, the&hellip; <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/jeffreyatw.com\/blog\/2003\/09\/cleaning\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Cleaning<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-79","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-blog","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jeffreyatw.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/79","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jeffreyatw.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jeffreyatw.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jeffreyatw.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jeffreyatw.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=79"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/jeffreyatw.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/79\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jeffreyatw.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=79"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jeffreyatw.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=79"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jeffreyatw.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=79"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}