{"id":76,"date":"2003-09-02T23:38:00","date_gmt":"2003-09-02T23:38:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/jeffreyatw.wordpress.com\/2003\/09\/02\/so-lonely\/"},"modified":"2003-09-02T23:38:00","modified_gmt":"2003-09-02T23:38:00","slug":"so-lonely","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jeffreyatw.com\/blog\/2003\/09\/so-lonely\/","title":{"rendered":"SO LONELY."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Gawrsh, this week has been slow and not moving fast. A big &#8220;screw you&#8221; to everyone already in school. I&#8217;m so jealous.<br \/>\nI&#8217;m feeling better than I did a while ago, so yet again I can&#8217;t poop out a good helping of fresh squeezed angst, but today was sort of a downer. No real social contact whatsoever. It used to be like this a lot in previous years and I was totally fine with it, but things have changed around so much this summer that it&#8217;s not like me to spend entire days secluded anymore&#8230; even though my room is where I&#8217;m supposed to be making money doing web design.<br \/>\nBoys and girls, I didn&#8217;t think I&#8217;d ever say this in a blog, but here&#8217;s the awful truth: I need a girlfriend. No, really. My past views on relationships have gone down the tube ever since I found out that I was attractive and charming enough to find myself and a female partner in the veritable sack, as it were.<br \/>\nI thought I&#8217;d be emotionally crushed or something if a relationship didn&#8217;t work out. Yet then again, a strong lack of emotions was what prompted me to even find a girl in the first place, so what was I so afraid of? It&#8217;s true, it was more of an insecurity than it was an undesire.<br \/>\nSo, for all you girlzors from UCSC that have added me to their friends list and talked to me over AIM and told me to &#8220;NEVER EVER HAVE MR. BIGGLESWORTH AS A PROFESSOR,&#8221; watch out, I&#8217;m single, and LOOKING.<br \/>\n&#8230;It&#8217;ll help take my mind off people at home.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Gawrsh, this week has been slow and not moving fast. A big &#8220;screw you&#8221; to everyone already in school. I&#8217;m so jealous. I&#8217;m feeling better than I did a while ago, so yet again I can&#8217;t poop out a good helping of fresh squeezed angst, but today was sort of a downer. No real social&hellip; <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/jeffreyatw.com\/blog\/2003\/09\/so-lonely\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">SO LONELY.<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-76","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-blog","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jeffreyatw.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/76","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jeffreyatw.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jeffreyatw.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jeffreyatw.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jeffreyatw.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=76"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/jeffreyatw.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/76\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jeffreyatw.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=76"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jeffreyatw.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=76"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jeffreyatw.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=76"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}