{"id":1521,"date":"2006-08-23T16:10:00","date_gmt":"2006-08-23T16:10:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/jeffreyatw.wordpress.com\/2006\/08\/23\/work-is-really-difficult-part-two\/"},"modified":"2006-08-23T16:10:00","modified_gmt":"2006-08-23T16:10:00","slug":"work-is-really-difficult-part-two","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jeffreyatw.com\/blog\/2006\/08\/work-is-really-difficult-part-two\/","title":{"rendered":"Work is really difficult part two"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Robots&#8230; with emotions? How novel! I think I will make a t-shirt of this idea!<br \/>\nSomeone has to make a t-shirt of an preexisting robot with emotions. Like a Roomba, or a Packbot. None of this &#8220;killer robot that looks like all the other killer robots&#8221; shit. I mean a robot that mows your lawn or something. It wouldn&#8217;t sell, but at least it would be more realistic. &#8220;Oh no, I was made to fold laundry! :'(&#8221;<br \/>\nI haven&#8217;t been talking a lot about this for some reason, but my summer job is amazingly boring, in that they aren&#8217;t giving me anything to do. My entire life from 9 till 5 is sitting at a desk and waiting for an email to arrive so I can do a task that takes 10 minutes &#8211; and I usually get an email like this once a week.<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s not like I&#8217;m taking this sitting down, though. (Literally, though, yes I am.) I email my superiors once a day, asking for a new assignment. The response I get is &#8220;we&#8217;ll think about it&#8221; or &#8220;we&#8217;ll schedule a meeting so we can sit down and talk about what we&#8217;re going to do next&#8221; (but they forget to schedule it). I should be sitting here, happy that I&#8217;m making a good sum of money by doing absolutely nothing, but, uh&#8230; that&#8217;s just horrible.<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s horrible because I want to feel like I can make a difference. It&#8217;s horrible because I want to demonstrate and improve my skills. It&#8217;s horrible because I feel really guilty about making money for nothing. It&#8217;s horrible because I&#8217;m so terribly bored that it&#8217;s almost not worth it. It&#8217;s horrible because no one wants to hear me complain about how I get paid to do nothing &#8211; supposedly people would kill for that. It&#8217;s horrible because all of this money is going toward me, while it really could be going toward something so much more meaningful. It&#8217;s horrible because there are probably millions of people just like me sitting in cubicles just like mine also doing nothing&#8230; all that money is going to waste. It&#8217;s a capitalistic failure.<br \/>\nSo I finally went past my superiors (who I recall discussing about a week after I joined Autodesk &#8211; &#8220;well, he did what the job description asked &#8211; now what?&#8221;) and talked to my University Programs Coordinator, who manages my internship. I&#8217;ll be talking to her tomorrow about what to do about this whole thing. I hope she doesn&#8217;t fire me. \ud83d\ude1b<br \/>\nOh speaking about that, I sort of &#8220;quit&#8221; Uth TV. Nothing wrong with them, it&#8217;s just that I feel burnt out. I can&#8217;t make ProcrastiMATIONs anymore. Once I feel I&#8217;m not up to anything, there&#8217;s nothing I can do &#8211; I just have to stop. I&#8217;m even about halfway through an animation and I&#8217;ve asked people to voice act for it &#8211; but I just can&#8217;t bring myself to finish. Oh well. I might return some day when I feel up to animating some more.<br \/>\nI&#8217;ve been feeling pretty crappy for the past week or so. Everyone seems to be around but no one seems to be doing anything. I&#8217;d ask if anyone wants to do anything, but that doesn&#8217;t lead to much, so I think I&#8217;ll be singling people out soon and inviting them to kick it with like a play or some sort of outdoor event or just hanging out and gaming, or something. You have been warned!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Robots&#8230; with emotions? How novel! I think I will make a t-shirt of this idea! Someone has to make a t-shirt of an preexisting robot with emotions. Like a Roomba, or a Packbot. None of this &#8220;killer robot that looks like all the other killer robots&#8221; shit. I mean a robot that mows your lawn&hellip; <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/jeffreyatw.com\/blog\/2006\/08\/work-is-really-difficult-part-two\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Work is really difficult part two<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1521","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-blog","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jeffreyatw.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1521","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jeffreyatw.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jeffreyatw.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jeffreyatw.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jeffreyatw.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1521"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/jeffreyatw.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1521\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jeffreyatw.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1521"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jeffreyatw.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1521"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jeffreyatw.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1521"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}